The Things We Left Behind. part 1: The Introduction.

I used to love poetry, since as long as I can remember. This blog used to be filled with my thoughts and feelings. One thing about me is that I love history just as long as it's not my own, I think so does most of you. The mistakes I've made in the past is haunting me constantly. So most posts I wrote from the heart, never stay up here very long. I am compelled to delete anything and everything real and personal.

People say I don't work well with others. That's so not true, I just don't work well with cheaters, buffoons, and alike. They say I am a hard and aggressive man. WHAT?? no way, "If my words couldn't move a person, Its time for me to use my hands, and later comes the baseball bat." I'm no gangster, I just have a strong opinion about things. Sometimes my pride won't allow me to take no for an answer.

They never teaches me how to get back up after a fall, they just scream "GET UP YOU PUSSY!".
They never teaches me how to live with my mistakes, they just pretend they were busy.
They never warned me that leaving the life will be much harder then getting in.
If I knew would I've took a different path?
They say I have to find my own answer to my problems.
It has been 7 years and 4 month.
Answers I have a lot but solution I have none,

"all of the above is made up and none of it is real"

ITS ALIVE!!!!!

Hey, last I was here I told my self lets start blogging. The day after, I completely forgot I had this blog.

www.luparta.com has finished its new design and implementation. Yes, yes Its Alive!!
It is much different than its previous design and our client management system implementation makes it easier for me and my clients to track projects, no more "oops i forgot to remind the client about the new board" kind of things. few clicks and it will remind itself to send out emails, newsletter, set schedule, etc.

Feel free to check it out. luparta.com

Footprint In The Blank(s)

I used to stare for hours on a blank screen figuring what it is to write. Has not been WRITING since 2009. For some reason I know why, just not going to share it with you. NO! not ever.
I like writing, not good at it, but I like it. It makes me forget, forget time. forget pain. sometimes forget that the world is not going to wait for me finish blogging before it starts to fall apart. Started writing my first short story to be proud of in 1999 I was 17, on an A5 size notepad. It took 2 months to finish, about a thousand words. I wrote the book almost every night and rewrote it. The school still talks about it. Although I like writing, the thing is, I never wanted to be a writer nor anything to do with writing. I always wanted to be specifically an electronic engineer, to build something useful to be proud of. Now the dream has fade. Day by day I'm steering away from becoming an engineer. And back into my childhood ambition. A day dreamer. If only they pay. keh, keh, keh, keh.

One fascination that has not fade since I was 5, when my dad brought home our houses' first computer the Atari 800. It was my first obsession, and my first glimpse into programming - BASIC (Beginner's All-purpose Symbolic Instruction Code). Spent days reading the manual and programming the computer, though it don't do much, keep in mind I was 5. I was envy of my elder brother back then, he seems better in that than I.

It is not until I was 8 that I started learning about electronics, My mom bought Mickey Mouse edition IBM 486(SLC@DLC I can't remember) computer from mesiniaga in subang and it's still there that I first understand about microprocessors, floppy disk, video games, especially video games. Two games in particular I remember was Hugo House Of Horror and of course since it's Mickey Mouse edition, Mickey Mouse although my memory is kind of vague about the Mickey Mouse game thing. I think it's a colouring program or puzzle. Since then I learned, from trial and error. Every time the technician came to the house I'll be sitting by the computer asking every questions that comes to mind. It must have been a stressful job answering an 8 year old's technical questions. From that I learned how to fix.

It is not until I was 11 that I started fixing my first PC other than my own, Adly Z's. Been doing it since then, only now I charge them. HA!

I started my own company last year, it's the more reason to re-blogging. The company was officially registered with SSM in September 2010. It started as a computer service  and consulting for family, friends and neighbours nearby, and recently grew into a computer service AND web developing. LUPARTA IT CONSULTING is the name, located in Kota Damansara, check it out.

The Incomplete Series Returned

The incomplete series of my blogging days returned.

Lets break up, I know I'm right,
being together feels like a blight
Nothing I do turns out right,
my chest is closed and feel so tight,

You're so gorgous, none a doubt,
but i just can't stand your nagging mouth.
your stupid ideas and your ranting chat,
makes me want to adopt a cat.

I've woke up to you more than i should,
now I don't think that that i could.

Pick up your things and get out of my bed,
or else i make you wish you were dead.

I know in time i would miss you,
but right now it feels so true,

get out of here, leave me no dirt,
before you go, could you please iron my shirt.

"puisi diatas adalah ciptaan semata-mata, tiada kena mengena dengan yang hidup atau yang dah mati."

Andres Segovia

"The beauty of the guitar resides in its soft and persuasive voice and its poetry cannot be equaled by any other instrument."

EU seeks ban on Malaysian seafood: official

Agence France-Presse - 6/11/2008 3:39 PM GMT


The European Commission is seeking a ban on Malaysian seafood and live fish imports over concerns they fail to meet EU standards, an official said Wednesday.

"The commission is proposing to the member states the adoption of two draft decisions suspending imports of fisheries products and live fish, except tropical ornamental fish, from Malaysia," a commission official said on condition of anonymity.

"These imports should be suspended due the bad outcome of a recent commission inspection that indicated these commodities may be of concern for the community public and animal health," the official added.

However, the official did not know when the decision on the ban would be taken.
In anticipation of EU action, Malaysia's frozen seafood industry urged the European Union to hold off on banning its multi-billion-dollar exports.

"A ban will be devastating for us as Europe is one of our major markets and it would result in many of us going out of business," Ch'ng Chin Hooi, chairman of the Malaysian Frozen Foods Processors Association, told AFP in Kuala Lumpur.

The ban would come after EU food and veterinary officials found during a visit to the country in April 2007 that six out of nine local seafood companies exporting to Europe did not meet EU health standards.

Ch'ng said that most of his association's 20 food processing members have adopted EU standards and that they were planning to get European importers to help lobby against the ban.

But he admitted that there were "some fishing vessels, landing ports and aquaculture ponds that did not meet EU standards."

-msn news

May there always be work for your hands to do, may your purse always hold a coin or two. May the sun always shine on your windowpane, may a rainbow be certain to follow each rain. May the hand of a friend always be near you, may God fill your heart with gladness to cheer you.
-anon-
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Examine what is said, not him who speaks. -anon